Friday, January 17, 2014

Are the best

afterfuck conversations.

Tuesday, January 14, 2014

Concerning what you love

Do everything without limitations
or don't do it at all.


Lisbon, Portugal

Wednesday, April 10, 2013

Truth be told (ix)

I do not trust people that don't like whisk(e)y.

Tuesday, March 5, 2013

Truth be told (viii)

I ask God to shield me from the anger of being alive.

Choosing sides

Paris, France

Tuesday, January 8, 2013

The party

if the party is good
there is room for everyone
even for the loners.

Tuesday, June 26, 2012

Wednesday, May 2, 2012

Truth be told (vi)

My mind scares the living shit out of me.

Monday, July 11, 2011


You spend a lifetime keeping the demons from being your voice.
letting them speak
is the only way to be heard.

Thursday, June 30, 2011

Nature and

New York, United States of America

Friday, June 3, 2011

Closing time

And so the deed is done
and if
the devil is six, no god
is gonna let it come to seven.

So I lay my Armani down,
pour myself a twelve year
old Ballantine's
pure malt, a single stone
and ponder:

how's it come to this?
(this being the end of something)

no, not "how's it come to this"
inasmuch as
"what to do with it now?"

that monolith, closed building.

The higher you climb, the
more to see. And none
of this makes sense.

And it really comes to this,
doesn't it?___: what to make of
it all. What's the purpose
we served?

Thursday, June 2, 2011

What brands you


Sunday, April 19, 2009

Saturday, April 4, 2009


I run on life.


Cafe Nation, Antwerp, Belgium

Thursday, January 8, 2009

The letting go

soon now the phone will ring for you
someone will say that you are dead
and dead you will be but not death
nor the voice on the other side will
have killed you

only I will do that. I will let you die
no sooner than I'll have to, no sooner
than I'll need to, no sooner than I'll want to.

You may die before of after death comes
for you
but not when she wants it
no sir, not so, not like that. Not death
dealing all the cards. She will not tell me
when you die. Only some voice on the other side
will say so but not true.

For you will die before or after that moment
death comes but not before I let you go.

300 (or the Gloom)

Brugge, Belgium

Sunday, November 30, 2008


there is no one at twenty three.

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Sunday, November 2, 2008

Exponential spiral

The more you are, the lonelier you can be.

But, behold!, the lonelier you can be the better you will host your friend.

This is a church

Évora, Portugal

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Not to blame

sometimes I wish I could kill my blog.

But sometimes I wish I could kill my self and my blog is not to blame.

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Pop song '08

We're aiming for the sky! No?
We're just so high! So fast, so numb!
Like the lyrics in the song

We're rocket high, going fast
going places we wanna be
others we didn't even know

We're aiming nowhere
We just kinda got there

And we're so high, going fast
Going steady, even standing
We're always moving, always changing

Just us, just remaining.

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Thursday, July 31, 2008

The undying brightness

dwells in the most
unsuspecting moment
of you.

Tuesday, June 24, 2008


a much needed word
if one is to say
anything about the world.

Grey is the colour

Crystal Palace Gardens, Porto, Portugal

Monday, June 9, 2008

Death comes to us all

Death comes to you
But mainly not for you

Would that be not the case
And it would be easier:
one can always dance with death
when it comes for us

But when it slights you only
Striking those around you
Those whom you did not yet
learn to lose
Such rage can only be seasoned with tears
And truly, such lesson hardly learnt.

But you know you're only fooling
your depths of darkness and anguish

One day It will come for you
And not only to you.

Pray rage has then given place
To something else

For it would be shameful
To leave life in (such) anger.

Saturday, June 7, 2008

Monday, May 19, 2008

Truth be told (v)

life is smoother under the influence.

Sunday, May 18, 2008

The neighbourhood forgotten threads

the white light night at, Travessa do Jasmim, Lisbon, Portugal

Monday, May 12, 2008

This here is not the present

Remember this:
for it happened already.

Monday, April 21, 2008

The only reply, an optional comma

As do I you always, love.

As it so remains

rouge et noir, through the looking-glass

There are rivers, there can be bridges

The chairman said:

We will cross that river when we come to it.

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

A home

You go about the new house
looking, touching, watching for
the things that make a home

The creek of the wood
beneath your feet
The command of your voice
through the walls
would be places to put
the perfect piece of furniture

The rug settles the living room
The bottles on the shelves
amidst the books are original
There are flowers descending
from the lamp in the library

Already clothes mark certain spots
A scarf or loosen tie
A pair of shoes under a table
Hides from visiting friends

When you look out the window
It is now your place you see
Your life on the outside
As yours inside becomes.

Sunday, February 24, 2008

Life happens

Over a window, Lisbon, Portugal

Monday, January 28, 2008

Saturday, January 12, 2008

The rumbling and the crumbling

I have been to the edge of the abyss
And did not jump.

For fear of fulfilling it
With my mind.

Wednesday, December 5, 2007


if the devil is six
let it be like this:

Tricia Helfer as Number 6

Friday, November 9, 2007

the Wolf

I went into the house of the wolf
and sat at his table.
To the words of the wolf I replied against
And left the house of the wolf unharmed.
And proud.

Monday, October 15, 2007


not to reply
is the only way to reply.

so thus
as to the declaration of
- in its infinity -
only silence can be.

(for the closest match
- in size and nature -
it is)

so not to shame or diminish
its everythingness.

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Now we are here

some kind of stranger, through the Looking-Glass

Monday, August 27, 2007

The peacock tree

The peacock tree is a tree I ran into one day in Lisbon. Its branches were full of peacocks, four to be exactly, which I gather is a lot for any tree. They were just standing there, reminding me of an old portuguese tv show, A Árvore dos Patafúrdios. I took the pictures, almost continuously, with all the effects my mobile phone camera can provide. And thus, The Peacock Tree.

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

taste the earth

and once you pour the crimson wine into your 85% cocoa chocolate filled mouth, you know.

The peacock tree

SonyEricsson V800, Lisbon, Portugal

And so

to fuck the idea of you.

I love your body

but what I love the most
of you
is the Idea of you.

For with ideas we can do anything.

And settle we
will not
for something less.

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

The peacock tree

SonyEricsson V800, Lisbon, Portugal


when it rains I feel closer to you.

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

Tuesday, August 7, 2007

The peacock tree

SonyEricsson V800, Lisbon, Portugal

Saturday, August 4, 2007

Game, set, match

We are a match
set to set our world on fire.

Friday, August 3, 2007

outside the realm of reality

it is not to feel
but what one feels for.

Saturday, July 28, 2007

The peacock tree

SonyEricsson V800, Lisbon, Portugal

Friday, July 27, 2007

the little circle

we went to the north shore and we drew our little circle, we said, this will be our little circle. We know that the world is big and perilous, we know that all is uncertain and terrible, but inside this circle we know ourselves, we know each other. Nothing will harm us. Forgive us for this weakness but we are fragile beings, though we fight to show otherwise. Inside this circle we are more than friends and family, we are we, to become such we fought in each others arms and trusted no one else. We are we, I say this and we all agree. Inside this little circle. At the north shore.

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Do it from inside

once you become the canon
you must transgress.

Saturday, July 7, 2007

The peacock tree

SonyEricsson V800, Lisbon, Portugal

Friday, July 6, 2007

Until then

One day I will sit down and say:

I've been to the shore and laughed at the raging sea.

Wednesday, July 4, 2007

Public displays

only of affection, thus of wealth.

Tuesday, June 26, 2007


You were my Big Bang.
And everything after.

Saturday, June 23, 2007

Larger than life

London, England

The National Interpol

First came the slow hands,
the slow show then begun
and now I am all fired up.

Letting yourself go

Not a risk I am willing to take
A desire I will have you accomplish.

For I will be there.

Let it link, let it


Where one isn't but we all are

Here, London, England, Everywhere

Monday, June 18, 2007

I to Y

I love the mist in mysticism.

Wednesday, June 6, 2007

Thursday, May 24, 2007

Night light

skyline, cityscape, Lisbon, Portugal

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

All hands on deck at dawn

The ship may dock but it never stops.

Friday, May 18, 2007

Common Law

When there is a political will there is a legal way.

Thursday, May 17, 2007

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Please, do the same to me

I'll take you as you are.
Or I won't.

Tuesday, May 1, 2007

The Hearth of Soul

G&G, Tate Modern, London, England

Wednesday, April 18, 2007


An old man playing with toys.

Sunday, April 15, 2007

The presence (of Eros)

You have to love to watch her sleep.




Mértola, Alentejo, Portugal

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Political positioning

Capitalism has worked for me
but me ain't alone in the world.

Tuesday, April 3, 2007


...stop letting yourself be pulled in all directions.


the gods ensure that one lives as nature demands.

Monday, March 26, 2007


I don't get off so

Monday, March 19, 2007

Heart and soul

today, through the Looking-Glass

Clean up your act

Even if yours is dirty.

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

Life, mostly a disease

A virus that shuns the body
And spurns the mind
A virus that shoves the body
And spears the mind

Tuesday, March 6, 2007

Rituals of

Through the Looking-Glass


you can only accept it if you already have it.

I can feel her coming

That's it.

There's nothing else.

Monday, March 5, 2007

Friday, March 2, 2007

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

Sunday, February 11, 2007

Friday, February 2, 2007

On the windshield

A weeping heart made of rain.

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

Sunday, January 21, 2007

Eros fairest among

How do you live god?


Mértola, Alentejo, Portugal

Wednesday, January 17, 2007


To soothe
not to wither.

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Saturday, January 13, 2007

is blind

Prague, The Czech Republic

Friday, January 12, 2007


If you're not proud of it

it is not love.

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

Death: the high cost of living

You really are a child.
You know, ennui is insufficient reason to commit suicide.

Wednesday, January 3, 2007

Tuesday, January 2, 2007

Saturday, December 30, 2006

You know how it is called

To be alone in the middle of you.

Have some fruit

Chapultepec, Ciudad de, Mexico

Thursday, December 28, 2006


I have to
before I can

Saturday, December 23, 2006

Thus ends Wincing The Night Away

A Comet Appears

One hand on this wily comet,
Take a drink just to give me some weight,
Some uber-man I'd make,
I'm barely a vapor

They shone a chlorine light on,
A host of individual sins,
Let's carve my aging face off,
Fetch us a knife,
Start with my eyes,
Down so the lines,
Form a grimacing smile,

Close your eyes to corral a virtue,
Is this fooling anyone else?
Never worked so long and hard,
To cement a failure,

We can blow on our thumbs and posture,
But the lonely is such delicate things,
The wind from a wasp could blow them,
Into the sea,
With stones on their feet,
Lost to the light and the loving we need,

Still to come,
The worst part and you know it,
There is a numbness,
In your heart and it's growing,

With burnt sage and a forest of bygones,
I click my heels,
Get the devils in line,
A list of things I could lay the blame on,
Might give me a way out,

But with each turn,
It's this front and center,
Like a dart stuck square in your eye,
Every post you can hitch your faith on,
Is a pie in the sky,
Chock full of lies,
A tool we devise,
To make sinking stones fly,

And still to come,
The worst part and you know it,
There is a numbness,
In your heart and it's growing.

The Shins

Mind the paradox

between the lines.

Friday, December 22, 2006


Just give me my car and an open road and I'm happy.

Steve McQueen

And if I never,
live to see another day
I guess that would have to be alright by me see
How come we never say what it is that we wannna say
Is this just another way to be mean ?
Not Steve McQueen
Or "Free of Worry "

And if you never
have the need to look the other way
But how could this be good for me?
Lets hope we always prevail to love, to take a pill or take a pause
But this is not at all what it seems
(Or take me serious)

Make sure we never
Ever stand in each others way
When you got something that you got to say that’s real
Look to each other that’s a thing that we're gonna do from now on
That’s what we're gonna do
for you


Trigger with care

intensity is a loaded gun.

(No) small talk

So, you've been around
I've been around too. That doesn't impress me.
I don't want to impress you.
Your mouth, though, impresses me.
It's fleshy and juicy.
I didn't know a mouth could be fleshy and juicy.
Neither did I.

Thursday, December 21, 2006

On the importance of words

I miss lying to you in bed.

I miss lying with you in bed.

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

Street talk

and then, Antwerpen, Belgium

The Secretary (Syndrome)

Live to file another day.

Saturday, December 16, 2006

Everything will be alright

Keep the pace.
Look mean.
Act cool.

Thursday, December 14, 2006

Me too

Kieslowski, 1, Warsow, Poland

Unleash with care

intensity is a raging dog.

Up, close and personal

A'dam, The Netherlands

Monday, December 11, 2006

Fall back and regroup

a trusted lieutenant
tells me.

Thursday, December 7, 2006


Spinoza's Ethics contemplates me, and so do bills and rubbish on the table. There's really no way to get there but from the inside. Of course, I'm not talking about the table. And this is goodbye.

Of(f) Babel

Ciudad de, Mexico

Wednesday, December 6, 2006

My own private liberalism

Freedom is the only thing that binds us.

Tuesday, December 5, 2006

bring sb up

each new person
is a delivery.

and the corresponding pain.

Monday, December 4, 2006

Blooming Difference

The tree
has many branches
many flowers
many fruits.

Wednesday, November 29, 2006


One must allow him self to be an other.

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

Or something

Antwerpen-Berchem, Belgium

The Rose is without an explanation

Self-consciousness is the downfall of Men.

Friday, November 17, 2006

The heart (wrestling) of the matter

And then Pluto and Neptune sat.

While Jupiter and Saturn cheered.

Wednesday, November 15, 2006


Will you teach me my name?

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Thursday, November 9, 2006

True Religion

My only belief is the body.

Sunday, November 5, 2006

There's a Lux at the end of the tunnel

If it weren't for tea
what would be
of me?

Friday, November 3, 2006

Just call him Mr. Coolsome

Rachmaninov on the way in,
Bach on the way out.

Wednesday, November 1, 2006


Dawn modelled it, Gloom took it


all feelings are self-induced.

Friday, October 20, 2006

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

Sunday, October 15, 2006

and the devil is six

The years match the bullets.

Friday, October 13, 2006


her name was ice-cream.

Saturday, September 30, 2006

Friday, September 29, 2006

Thursday, September 21, 2006

A while is all there is

you can only foul them for a while.

that's ok. (a while is all I need)

Friday, September 15, 2006

Goodness Gracious

I said: I'm trying to be a Good person;
She said: I'm trying to be a Good person too.

And that was when Evil invaded me.

Monday, September 4, 2006


It is the only way.

Saturday, September 2, 2006

Oh, how I would like to rebel against my own love

The curse of the flame is
that it never stands still.

Friday, September 1, 2006


Tolkien funny

If people on Earth have sex do people on Middle-earth have middlesex?

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Histoire d'O

Live too fast.
Live to fast.

Monday, August 28, 2006

Hearing empaired

I can here
beyond your skin.

Friday, August 25, 2006

Keep trying

It is very hard to be above the current social hypocrisy level.

To speak one's mind all the time would render life _______.

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

A bridge over

the Tagus river, Lisbon, Portugal

Massive (heart) Attack

This girl I know needs some shelter
She dont believe anyone can help her
Shes doing so much harm, doing so much damage
But you dont want to get involved
You tell her she can manage

And you can't change the way she feels
But you could put your arms around her

I know you want to live yourself
But could you forgive yourself
If you left her just the way
You found her

Friday, August 18, 2006

This is not a Lebanon post

It is hard to be alive, sometimes.

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

Shot to pieces

Prague, The Czech Republic

Modern alchemy

I want to harm you in a way that you can forgive (me).

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

I play by the rules of faith

First Rule of Faith - Things in which we have Faith may not exist;
Second Rule of Faith - The First Rule of Faith has nothing to do with Faith;

Monday, August 14, 2006

To whom it may concern

The Kilkenny Celtic Festival will take place from 29 September to 8 October this year.

Sunday, August 13, 2006

A mirror

The level of attraction should stand in direct relation to the use of the body